Everyone is different, we express ourselves in different ways. We react and think differently, we have our weaknesses just like we have our expertise. Our flaws don’t make us, they’re the imperfections that need some work.Why hold that one flaw towards a person when they’re perfect in many other different ways….But its your flaws that are so important so I guess you just got to keep working at it, you’re only becoming a better person..
I know I have major mood swings, they don’t have a purpose or a meaning half of the time. I just I let the smallest things get to my head and completely change my mood. When I’m being bipolar I like to be alone, it’s best for me to be alone, I don’t want to have to be a bitch when you didn’t do anything. But I keep things so bottled up I don’t even like to talk.
I can’t change from sunrise to sunset, I’ve been like this my whole life, I’ve gotten so much better but I also have a long way to go. I’m sorry if you’ve been affected by my swings and my actions but either you help me & you don’t give up or you make it worse. Right now no one has really helped me, but yet again I don’t expect them too. No ones obligation but my own. If I learn to speak up my life will probably take me farther then my horizon but its hard; it’s hard that when you’ve actually spoken up no one gave two fucks. All I ask is for patience and acceptance. If you really want to help me grow as a person teach me and give me time don’t cut me off and be stubborn just cause I pissed you off. Believe me I didn’t mean too but when you act like kid it shows how much you really care. Thanks though.
It’s crazy how your imperfections/insecurities are announced so frequently and judged so much, but that’s so you can improve & become a better person. What if you’ve been a certain way your whole life ? Your well aware of what must be done but the first step is always the hardest… Well at least for me. I just want to be able to speak up and learn to say no, & not give two shit about you and your momma. Sigh I just want to be the best I can…